I have drifted greatly from the art community.

I have left the life of what I have self-titled, the soldier's life.

I have left many.

I have gained little.

But the piano plays on. Each key, madly praying to be hit by the index, by the ring, by the middle, or the end. Like an act of sexual betrayal, the piano and the hand spew out music like a dirty orgy. I cannot stop the piano.

I am either a soldier, or I am an artist. I cannot be both. My body is designed to be a soldier, and my mind that of an artist. Until I am prepared to face one or the other, I will remain this dichotomous, depressed separated man of slowly depleting fortune.

I ask for no responses, no sympathies, no recognition. I write because I am stopped if I do not. And until the piano stops playing, the madness that now consumes me, must go on. It must.

...
~M

WTF IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN...

Who pushed the self-destruct button? INSOMNIA, HEART, CAFFEINE, ACHE -- Reading, headaches, self-drama, edu-sui-cation-side!

Urges to RUN? -- away? Complex cognitive reactions to simple stresses-- depressiON, sANDman, dejectiON, sADDness, medIcate...

Fear anxiety stress power lust love and lack, lack of love loving lackness, moving backwards ahhhhhhh

BRAIN, MY WITH WRONG-- IS FTW

DIsregards JOurnal
Disregard Journal
DJ
Mitchell

Hello Everyone,

So I made that film and took some new photographs, which really helped me grow as a photographer. However, this growth made me learn a lot of new things so... I need to go back and... "upgrade" all my old work now . FMyth will now be categorized as a period in time, rather than an alias. My work is now being signed as Mitchell Kutney, and that is what I wish to go by from now on.

I have no decided if I am going to post these new ones on deviantart or if I should delete my old ones and add the new digitally remastered versions yet. If any of you have any suggetions please let me know. Some of the re-renderings are vastly different from the original processed images.

I also have another video in the making, but I am switching computers shortly, so it has been put on hold. i realized I needed a new computer when this one could no longer handle the transitions of PowerPoint.

Best of regards,
Mitchell Kutney

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Mitchell Kutney: Photography Film


Perahps the greatest peice I ever created, was putting the peices I already had together.

~I survive.